The worst advice she received from him when he broke her heart – “Try to move on…”

The fact is that she loved him truly. She can’t fall out of that love so easily like him, like the way he changed all his feelings toward her in a snap. Instantly backpedaled and ended up everything they have been sharing with each other in just one day…

She knew things went quite bad from his side. Something that made him evasive, something that’s added up more responsibilities and something that made him depressed. She wishes she could do everything to get down the pain, to get him back to the real HE. And in this she can’t totally blame him because the situations weren’t under his control. But what she wants to say him is “In spite of your fears of giving me more pain in the future you thought it’s better to end it now; I would want you to believe in me, be an optimistic and work it out together SENSIBLY rather than ending abruptly.” Because all she believes in is – “walking with him in the dark is at least better than walking alone in the light.”

The very next moment when she faced the dark truth - when he said he will bear all the pain alone and asks her to move on; the only thing she experienced was – finding it hard to breathe, digesting the fact that the one who could never let her walk alone is actually walking away with a fear of giving her more pain in the future, breaking all the promises he made (the less he knows is, he is actually giving her the worst pain she could have never thought of, and she can never ever come out of it).

Despite the dark side of this, she misses him so much. She misses his texts. She misses the way he tries to hold her hand at every chance he gets, those witty conversations, those lazy times, and that unique feeling of his which always makes her feel that he’s with her in everything she does.